I’ve mentioned I’ve been struggling the last few days. Well, the last few years really, but the last few days have seen a drop in my mental well being. I took a bit of time out yesterday, which helped a bit. The biggest problem a lot of people have is, how to get that self care time that you need?
We are all busy, and leading hectic lifestyles in our own way. Whether it’s being a carer for children with “disabilities” like me. Or doing that whilst trying to work full time, which used to be me. Just looking after children, whilst juggling a career. Even if it’s just your career you’re focused on, and it’s taking up all your time. It doesn’t really matter. We all need to look after ourselves, and so many of us don’t.
I have been taking anti depressants for a long time now, at varying dosages. They keep me functioning, especially at the darkest times. But they are not a cure. Nothing has a positive effect like self care does, yet it is so easy to neglect when you are in a negative frame of mind.
So how to get that self care time that you need? I spent a long time prioritising everyone else’s well being. To the detriment of my own health. Last year I realised I can’t look after everyone else if I’m not well myself. I’ve made some progress on that front, but there’s still a long way to go.
Prioritise self care
The single biggest thing anyone can do, is make the decision to prioritise self care. There will be slips, there have been plenty for me. We are all human after all. But you have to keep reminding yourself, why you made it a priority in the first place. For me it was to be in the best possible place, to be able to look after and fight for the help my kids needed. Everyone has there own reasons, you just need to find it.
What you do in your self care time, is entirely up to the individual. There are the popular recommendations like go for a walk, listen to music, have a bubble bath etc…Whatever makes you feel happy and relaxed. Find the time for it.
Couple time on Tuesday
Tuesday was a rare occasion where myself and Natalie actually got to spend time together, and sort of go out. After taking lily to school, we had a spare hour before we had to go to an appointment. I lay on the bed and put my favourite meditation/stress relief video on YouTube. Click here to see it. I can’t relax in the quiet, my brain just refuses to switch off. Natalie was putting these types of video on, the we tried it for Jack.
He found the one I now use the majority of the time. He uses them occasionally, he has to be in the mood and want to. For me, I like to both close my eyes and listens, and also watch the video. It’s certainly helped me find that time to relax, and be able to just switch off. Which is so desperately needed.
The appointment was with Jacks doctor and CAMHS. It was basically just a check up appointment, and it went fairly well. Afterwards we went to the local shopping centre, to get Lily a costume for World Book Day. She wanted to go as a pirate, so that’s what we got.
Making the most of opportunities
We had enough time to get dinner out, which was nice. It’s something we try and do fairly regularly. Opportunities for nights out are few and far between. So dinner dates while the kids are at school is our social life, but it’s better than nothing. I also got some Krispy Kreme doughnuts to bring home, which made Jack & Lily happy.
Anyone who knows me knows I love a doughnut, so I was happy too. There’s lots of things for Natalie and I to be doing at the moment. There always is, but today we made the most of the time we had during school hours. The result is I feel much better for it.